I have made a difficult decision. I think it is the right one. My family supports me, and I think the whole experience is going to make me trust God a lot more. I am trying not to feel worthless in spite of the stress I've experienced and the feeling of failure. I have a lot going for me, and I am going to make the most of who I am.
I am glad that I have started my research of Teresa of Avila. I can find a lot to apply to my own life in her work.
That's all. Oh, except, I had some life experiences today. Namely, my first x-ray, CBC, and UA.